"Darkness is your friend, and your friend wears black..." - Blutengel

Okay so recently one of my newest friends introduced me to a band called Blutengel. Their a german band from what I can tell, though they do have some english songs as well. I currently just have a youtube playlist on repeat, learning their songs and feel, but so far.. I have nothing but good to say about them.

I love this style of music, metal mixed with operatic mix with choral. I love it...
for those who don't speak german, Blutengel means, literally, bloodengel. I can only assume this is a reference to Vampires and vampirism, and their videos seems to support this idea but I still love them :3

It brings backs memories from my past encounters with people I still think of often (you know who you are ) and brings a smile back to my lips.

I highly recommend this band to anyone who enjoys darker music and doesn't get depressed by it.



On another note I started painting again o3o. We'll see how it goes. I just uploaded a WAY overdue watercolor for a friend on WoW and am working on a paid one now. Again its WoW themed but meh, its income of some kind. I have TONS of cardboard cut into doable sizes and will be painting on those, so if you want something done, ask now, it'll be cheap. you'll just have to pay shipping cost :3

ummm.. I've had far to much pepsi today..got my bills, not happy, i think thats secretly why i've been productive again. that little "am i gunna be able to pay it this month" worry is back though I know it will be MOSTLY paid off :3 thanks in huge part to my parents. I just need to come up with a couple hundred more and im back to square one..and waiting till my next pay month.

AISH IS A BITCH...they told me 8-10 weeks till i find out if i get it or not..than i call after 11 weeks and they say it will be about 16 weeks before i find out.. so now i have till the end of NEXT month to worry about before i find if i have it.
Why does getting disability coverage have to be so HARD! gawd damnit people who are disabled have life hard enough! I can't imagine that I would still be here, let alone alive, if I didn't have my parents to fall back on. I feel SO BAD for people who are on their own -.-

on a side note, job hunting for legit work-from-home things is failing miserably. everythings either a scam, looks like a scam, or requires me to go to school and pay for it..which i just can't do right now... -.- such a pain..but I'll keep at it and trying, not stopping here. I'm an immovable rock...or rather an iron horse aimed straight at an immovable rock... ya i like the last one better >:3

mm on the relationship front I'm still in one, his college grad is saturday so we'll be spending all day together and than splitting to do online things together later XD so weird, but enjoyable. ummm...ya... not much to say on that front...

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I'm out of things to say.. SO LETS SUM UP

Aish = fail, WoW = still adictive, Blutengel = best band EVER...
Me = happy as a clam in a boiling pot.

Tchao luffs!
-Ezi/Milly/Corey/Antibus